Catholic Animal Lover!

I am hoping our new journey will be our “resurrection day”, but I’m not entirely sure, heh.

We are planning on leaving TX over the next couple of weeks, and head back East. We’re not entirely sure where we’re going, or how we’re going to pay for anything after that, but we know we’re going back. Tomorrow we go to talk to the apt. complex managers, and try to negotiate breaking our lease. We have to get out of here before the Holidays (mainly Christmas for me). Plus, we need to get nearer people we know.

And mostly important, especially for Peter, is to get him nearer a Traditional Latin Mass. He is suffering. Our faiths, both, are rocking, and stressed. He insists the Latin Mass will help. Of course, me having all the doubts and depressions and confusions I do–just want to start getting back to Church in general. And get into a parish family, if there exists such a thing in the Catholic Church. Haven’t seen it yet, but have heard tell, heh.

Everything is so crazy! I’ve been so sick lately..every day. But I’m hoping I can still drive the truck back. It’ll be interesting to see.

God save us from all the craziness ahead! Money has vanished, sanity nearly has, and faith is stretched to its limits. I can’t stay here, my family can’t stay here. Amarillo is a terrible place to live–it’s so bland and ugly and un-thrilling. Not to mention un-Catholic! I hate the weather so much–it was Nov.2nd, and 81*! What the heck is that?! Gross.. Everything here is making me spiritually, mentally, emotionally–sick.

Again, Lord have mercy!

Oh, and as an added note, my hubby thought I may have insulted his friend with my last post. So if the “friend” finds my blog, reads it, and is insulted, many sorries from me. I meant no offense. I didn’t have a good day, and didn’t enjoy any of it, so I just was venting.

Ok, that’s it for now..got some house cleaning to do…